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olli.
Germany
Current Residence: in selected bouncy castles.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: men's small.
Favourite genre of music: everything but ska.
Favourite style of art: photography/photomanipulation
MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen W
Favourite cartoon character: homer j. simpson; the HypnoToad
Personal Quote: Do you know what this is? Its the world's smallest violin playing just for the waitresses.
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Before you read this: Please don't judge me... I'm just sharing my story because people asked...

Wow... okay, I wasn't sure if I was ever going to tell anyone about this, but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/

First of all, - just for some background: My mom died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn't about her. I guess that's fucked up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my dad's family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.

Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.

I don't want to go into too many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn't make it for me- but I thought she was so fucking beautiful that I watched it twice. I probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy shit went down and I had to leave home. (My dad's family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).

Sooo... I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.

My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to fuck her brains out. Looking back on it now, it's pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her... and it wasn't a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn't like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn't sisterly.

After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister's friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He's a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.

Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I'm not saying that I'm proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.

My friend and my sister never hooked up I don't think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was fucked up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.

Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart... and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I've ever fucking seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.

A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can't say I was surprised.

But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party... my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.
  • Listening to: Giraffes? Giraffes!
  • Reading: Banana Yoshimoto
  • Eating: veggieburger
  • Drinking: strong black coffee

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Luneli-Smile Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2009  Student General Artist
Thank you for sharing your work with me on the "I want to see your art thread". I'm just trying to avoid a flood and make the thread less seen and responded to. lol

I like all three. ^^
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adornoir Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2009
thanks!
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Luneli-Smile Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2009  Student General Artist
You're welcome
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MsOrange Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009
Great gallery!!!
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adornoir Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2009
thank you very much :hug:
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JenFruzz Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
The "Personal" News Feature is finally done here: [link] and your work is a part of it!
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josgoh Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2008  Professional Photographer
Thanks for sharing your work on Latest Work. Nice gallery there...keep on posting :hug: merry x'mas =D
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JenFruzz Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
The feature with your portrait is finished! Depending on the response I may do a news feature as well. Thanks for participating!

[link]
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Greenpix Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2008
hast ja ein paar echt starke Sachen hier drauf, gefällt mir sehr. Und wenns mit der Fotografie nichts wird, gibst du ja immernoch einen wunderbaren Synthesizer-Ersatz ab ; )
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ZeroElements Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
danke shun for the visit! :wave:
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